It's easy to see by the little ticker on our blog that I have very few days to go and that's
if I make it to my due date. Seeing as how I am already progressing we are thinking that our little man could arrive at any moment. It is such a surreal feeling. The other night I could not turn my mind off (I mean I finally get the thing going). It rained all night which sounded wonderful, but all I could do was toss and turn. I got up and took Bunny outside a couple of times and then at 3 a.m. I decided that some cookies and chocolate milk could do the trick.
Basicly I feel pretty torn. There's a part of me that is sad. Don't get me wrong. This pregnancy is completely a blessing. It's just the transition to another stage of life. Before I had Ellie Kate I had to reconcile the fact that it would no longer be just Ross and me. Of course little Priss is such a precious part of our family just as Emmett will be. Now I've gotten use to having tons of one on one time with my little girl. I can take in her every expression and comment. (Even as a type she is tending to her baby doll in the background. Earlier she told me,"I got my hands full", as she carried around her baby dolls, Dorothy and Emmett.)
So anyway, the reality of another child can be very daunting. I do know that God is so very good and He will guide us into this new stage of our lives. He has blessed me with such a wonderful husband who is about to bust to meet his little boy. Whatever trials and changes are to take place will only be overshadowed by the joy that is to be ours in the blessing of another precious life. I just cannot help but wonder when he will arrive:)
With all of that being said, I'll just post a picture.
This is Ellie Kate's favorite place to be.